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hahahha...cuba menghepikan diri???perlu k???yes i'm...so perlu...sebab nak cover dlam hati i sedih actually..why?? as long as my nset S.E hilang...so alone i feel...everyone make me sad...mana tk ku sedih nya...soalan yang diorang selalu tnya after nset ku hilang ialah:"tak jumpa lagi k nset 2" nak je ku jwab kalu dah jumpa ku dah jerit kuat say nset ku dah jumpa!!!understand!!! cool suzela...ok i try..hehhehe...then bos ku lak tanya "sue bila nak beli nset baru" masa 2 ku rasa mcm berderai air mata jatuh...sedihh...i really want my S.E back....please..then dengan selambe i ckp ngan bos i..."saya mals lagi nak beli lg..on berkabung lagi en zul"then dia say i mcm mati suami je...kesian dia ckp" whatever la...i dun care anymore!!!!what i'm feel inside i can't hide with my face...so sad...entah bila la i nak beli nset baru lagi..no mood 2 buy anymore....like patah semangt je i nie kan...all my love's thing gone.....why????? just GOD known...and now i must learn to accept....mybe it's the way ALLAH want me to be strong....yeahhh i can....believe in yourself suzela...hehehhe...thank to all yang bagi semangt kat me..hehhe..then tak lupa jugak thank you so much to my bos coz give me nset...:) not bad la...at least i buleh guna jugak...and lovely love to my kakak sebab understand and tak marah kan me sebab nset 2 hilang...nset 2 actually hadiah dari kakak i...jhat kan i tak jga elok2... :(...thank kakak...i really hope i can learn something from this fate...and can give a beautifull and bright smile again...